Friday, June 01, 2007
Summary of May
Just what do you write when everything whizzes you by at an extremely zany pace. How then do you pen your memories, from the clouds of thoughts to the reels of movies from the eyes to the stroage bank of your brain. How does one ensure that what has passed would be remembered as the days pass you by...
A very weird weird dream shook me up from the slumber of sleep yesterday afternoon. I was awoken to the beads of sweat profusely trickling down my face. It was almost very factual, very vague and seemingly very real. A nightmarish experience even. When I thought of it carefully, my dream seemed more like a future chain of events running in sequence with me, from a 3rd person's view. I could even see myself in the dream and at times I was transported to the me in my dream, and after certain scenes, there I was back in the director seat watching it all unfold.
May has passed by with such tremendous gusto. Whirlwinds of events just blew me along and settled me at the start of June. Yet many occasions in May, time was excruciatingly slow in motion. There I would be just staring into an emptiness, into a stark blank of lights that radiate upon my sleepy eyes. Almost every instance I am at the office, would such a scene be played out. & everytime the eyes shut, the sandman came to play.
The sticky feeling on the skin has yet to linger off. To the discerning eye, one could even spot still droplets of sweat on the opened pore skin. Its been several hours. Scientifically, a day has even passed by and yet the truckload of information is still driving around aimlessly in my head, unable to be digested into proper binary digits for the super computer to comprehend. Was it really just a dream ? Is it really a future chain of events ? As the sweat continues to evaporate off the steaming skin caused by the fury of hot blood gushing around the body system, chunks of data and memory of that nightmarish dream fade away fast and far. For truly, does the brain want to comprehend it all....
MAY.
May...May...May....
Can I still take the stroll around the garden with an empty train of thought ?
Can I... Can I ?
when darkness turns to light @ 2:10 am
