it ends tonight,

Saturday, June 23, 2007

sms

Fuzzy. Blurry. Seeing things in wavy distortion. No real recollection what so ever. My eyelids peered opened to a frenzy overload of information that has been whizzing in my brain through out the past 12hr ++ or so...

Was I sleeping ? or was it due to some medical ailment I am experiencing. More then 12hr of sleep, or should I say unconsciousness, and yet I am still reeling from the dizzy spells. A total Knock Out it was, admittably.

The main train of thought when I was fully aware of my surroundings were how HUGE I had the urge to sms someone. I really really want to. I am wary. I am afraid. I am having still much of the dillusion that I experienced a few weeks back. The gulp, it is still stuck in my throat. Very clear the feeling and very vivid still the advise from faj. I should just keep it that way, right ?

The urge...it is GIGANTIC...

just a small small "helu" sms...

would that be too muchhh ?

when darkness turns to light @ 9:31 am