it ends tonight,

Monday, June 02, 2008

the 1st month

Tears of perspiration rolled down my rough coarse skin. Never did I expect that what was being done was damn difficult. Never did it occur to me that lighting up 100 candles would cause me to sweat. Haha...

I know ...I know. Where have I been. Hah.

There have been several times in which I thought that 'this would be it.' That of course refered to the point in which I would start blogging again. This time around, I am pretty sure. This huge and immense urge is far to great for me to let slip and not blog about. This feeling, this oh surreal feeling...

Without to much detail and to much back tracking on history and its information...I lay across the real reason why I feel that this pinch is too much for me not to blog about.

It has been slightly more that 1 month since I knew her. And in our conversations, she had asked when was it we actually got together. I never found the confidence nor the correct timing to ask her to be mine. Somehow we just grew closer within such a short time span but deep in my heart I had known it ever since that 2nd date ;) That 2nd date was 1 month ago.

& so approximately 25hrs ago from this posted time, I was in a basketball court profusely sweating as I lit up all 100 candles. Once completed, I gave her a call which I purposely made her expect. I am quite sure the display makes up for the missing question. Haha. It quite clearly is an indication of when the date is ...right ;)

Happy 1st month my dear (",)

when darkness turns to light @ 2:19 am